FEAR

                  Stepping college was always been one of my fears. What if new teachers aren't that nice? What if the new environment won't be that great? What if new people won't like me? These were some of the questions running in my head. Full of "what if's". Full of fears and doubts. But as I go along with this new challenge, I guess it's not that bad after all.

                  I am a first year college student. Fear and nervousness were all around me when I enter MSU-IIT. It feels like I'm going to a trial and will be sentenced to death. Being a freshman student, I really don't know what will be my life here. but as what I've heard about the said university, I know that my life won't be that great and easy. That my life will turn upside down or even go around the bush. These were the thoughts in my mind when I entered this university. Thoughts that shake my knees to it's maximum level or can pop out my eyes in my face. That's the biggest problem in me. FEAR. Fear that I won't be able to meet my teachers expectations and requirements. Fear that I won't be able to fit in in this society. But as I go along with  my life in college, I can say that my fear is slowly fading away. Meeting new people isn't that scary as I thought.  That facing terror teachers and hemorrhagic subjects are part of my college life's spices. Spices that can add up new yet amazing taste to my life.

              I overcome my fear by facing it. Facing and accepting the fact that T need to be dependent with myself alone. It's not that I don't trust other people. It's just that you can't trust a person that easily cause that person can drag you down cause of insecurities. One factor that also helped me in overcoming my fear is my family. They are the people who are always there when darkness came. The people I have when I step college and the people who are with me in every step that I take and I will be taking. I'm just so thankful I have them. 

             Overcoming my fear when I step college is not an easy task for me. But when I realized how stressful college life is, I managed to embraced it and make it as an inspiration in my daily life. When I realized it to be a happy journey, I've decided to enjoy and live it to the fullest. Of course, with the help of my family and friends, I overcome it with a smile curving in my face.